Thursday, November 6, 2008

Mysterious Prayer Answered Mysteriously



Hasilabiad, Morrocco

I must share with you, the mystery of coming here to the Sahara...I really thought I was to create the project in Spain. However the divine knowing was mysteriously at play.

A year ago, I stood on a mountainside, overlooking the strait of Gibraltar and the Jebel Mousa mountain of Morrocco, and out of my mouth came, "Please take me to my people!, as I outstreched my arms in great demand. I surprised myself. I wondered who were those people...my people. All I knew was I had a longing to be with people whom I felt great love and joy. My heart was in deep longing at times, when I was in Spain, to finally meet the people where I felt I was at home.

Three years ago, when I worked with a marvelous coach named Mattison Grey, in Houston Texas, she helped me dig out my dream. And I said at that time I wanted to be at the southern tip of Spain to start my Jewel project. One day she told me,"Annie, you only want to be at the southern tip, so you can be near Africa."

More than two years ago, I left the States to come to follow my dream, in Spain.
I arrived with 100 euros to my name. My property did not sell and I had to let it go.
Soon after I arrived, I awoke in the middle of the night, to hear myself speaking a strange language. It wasn't a language I had heard, so it was not arabic, or any language I had come across. However, in my heart I felt it was a language of the Sahara.

For many years, I had an unending curiousity for desert life, especially the deserts of Arabia and northern Africa. I read many, many books, and stared at photos, and watched movies made in the desert. I was curious! I suspected I had lived as a nomad for many lifetimes.

My first attraction plan for a "perfect mate" contained qualities that I wanted...and one of the qualities was..."he knows how to herd goats". Because I wanted to herd animals.

When I was serving in the ashram in India, one of my selfless services was being in charge of the deer. On some nights, they escaped their pen, and I was awakened to herd them back in, with the help of the kitchen people.

As I stood on the main boulevard of Algeciras watching the procession for the fair,
suddenly a whole line of camels appeared and my heart leaped in joy.

All these events were puzzle pieces. And still, I really thought I was to stay here in Spain, until I spoke with Zoe, my intuitive consultant, in September 2008.
She said, "Annie it is now time to move to a new area." And she left it up to me to discover where to go. I wrote to my friend Jan Stringer,(www.perfectcustomers.com) who often appears in the moment when I am stuck, to use her highly refined intuitive coaching and channeling, to help me move on. She called me by Skype, 30 minutes later, from across the Atlantic...Santa Fe to Facinas, Spain, to say,
"Annie, would you like help discovering where it is you want to go?"

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